My last post for this year. 2011. Big in so many ways for me. I’ve lived, loved and been on a roller-coaster ride like never before. Many “claim” that we’ve another sad little year to live, before all becomes dust. Maybe, but the whole point of this “all important year” is going to be to live each of these 366 days (yay, leap year) like they you were actually going to run out of days to live.
Here I am, on the last day of this “fascinating” year, tapping my heart out on some unfamiliar keys. I normally type these blogs on my laptop, but not today my friend. I’m tapping away at my fabulous new iPad nicely resting on my outstretched leg, which happens to nurse a badly sprained ankle.
The year that just went by, probably the most important year of my life. January landed me in a new job, uncharted territory and bright new dreams. The biggest change so far. From a paranoid early bird who ate the worm, I became a night owl, who kept a watchful eye. Luckily, I l.o.v.e what I do now. I’m happy, charged up and raving to go! I met some wonderful people, who gradually promoted themselves into my best friends! I think “working from home” is a pain, and holidays are to be taken only when necessary. Yes, I’ve become psycho like that.
Leh happened like magic! I went on a self realisation over drive. I learned to love selflessly. I learned that I was a very little person who was up against a massive, majestic universe, and I came back determined to fight. Leh imbibed self confidence in me, making me look at myself very differently.
From the mountains to the calm of the seas. 2011, you showed me all. I love the mountains, I love the sea. I love sun, sand, waves and the drowning sun. I learned about depth, of emotion. Of fighting my feelings, and letting them go. I let people go, and let feelings get washed away.
I’ve also determined my place in people’s lives this year. My friends, whom I love, love me back with all they have. Some other friends, I’ve had to let go of, are still special to me, but I know that they’d rather be left alone, without my presence in their lives. “You know where to find me if you need me, ‘cos I’ll always be there.”
2011 also managed to be the year of hook ups, engagements, weddings and big announcements!! Some friends started dating each other, some others declared their love for the other, some “meet the parents” events! Some Friends got engaged, and I knew for once they were doing the right thing.
The year that was, happened to be a sine wave. Some extremely happy moments, to some dark rough phases. I’ve braved you 2011, and fought with you hard. I think I won!
I’ve been a good person this year too, tried very hard not to hurt anyone, made the best of each day, tried very hard to make people around me smile. I think I’ve done a decent job of it all. Phew!!
I have no resolutions for the year that we are yet to see. I’m going to live each day as it unfolds itself to me. My crazy sixth sense tells me it’s going to be BIG!! I hope it brings joy to each of you. Here’s to the year that went by, to my crazy friends and lovely family! Here’s to the Kolaveri, the madrasan, and to your new beginnings.
Oh, before I forget, lovely ad by coke this time around. Here’s wishing you some “umeed wali dhoop, sunshine wali aasha”!! Believe in a better tomorrow I say! Peace.